I’ve realize that I’m not happy as before. Idk why.. Eventhough I’ve my sayang besides. I’m just wondering who am I to them? Am I important ? I felt unwanted sometimes. I feel empty, inside and outside. Do they care abt me? Uhm I can’t lied to myself that I’m being lifeless nowadays, I always locked myself in the room. I cried, I always thinking abt my life.. I changed a lot. I hate myself, me and I. Kill me now. I wanna sleep forever. Bye , salam.